Tuesday, June 30, 2015

TMI Tuesday

I saw this list on the TMI Tuesday blog a while back.

1. LUST (excessive sexual appetites):
Besides your current significant other, for whom do you lust or who have you lusted for in the past?
   Lust is my favorite vice.
Does your significant other know about your lustful desires?
   Too many to number. I don't actually have a significant other at the moment, which leaves me free to lust.

2. GLUTTONY (over-indulgence):
What food brings out your inner glutton?
   Probably pizza when I'm not dieting.

3. GREED (avarice):
When it comes to sex, what are you greedy for?
   To make a woman cum.
When it comes to things, what is it that you want more than your need or deserve?
   money, of course.

4. SLOTH (idleness/procrastination):
Name a task or activity in which you perpetually procrastinate?

5. WRATH (anger) is manifested in the individual who spurns love and opts instead for fury.
a. Describe a time that you were very angry?
   Today at work when others weren't pulling their weight.
b. Have you ever been so angry that you thought about revenge?
Did you seek it?
   Yes. His name was Osama Bin Laden. I survived 9/11 and the aftermath. I lost 3 friends that day. This one was personal for me. I'm glad he's dead.

6. ENVY (jealousy):
Who or what do you envy?
   I'm envious of male bodybuilders' bodies.
   I can't get that muscular so I just focus on what I have. Still....

7. PRIDE (vanity) is the love of one’s own excellence, and it is considered the worst of the 7 Deadly Sins:
a. When preparing to meet a lover, what are you most vain about?
   My face.
b. What sexual skill are you overly proud and boastful about?
   The fact that I have a big cock and I know how to use it for pleasure.
c. What part of your body are you proud of, boastful about?
   Again, my cock.

Bonus: What sin do you think is your greatest virtue? For example, what bad thing makes you more appealing?
   Lust. It definitely makes me more appealing.

Sunday, June 28, 2015

The Butterfly Chronicles - the Hunter and the Hunted

Flesh (novel)
Flesh (novel) (Photo credit: Wikipedia)
I'm a dog in heat. A primal pleasure beast. A carnivore, hunting for flesh; your flesh. A hunter not to hurt you, but to please you, to be pleased, to love you, to make you feel loved. I need to feel your skin on mine, your hot breath gasping into my face, my ears, my neck. I need to feel your nails clawing into me, ripping my skin, piercing into my flesh, making me scream, your eyes burning through my soul.

I need to feel your sweat pouring on top of me, drenching me with the byproduct of our sexual adventures. I need to feel my cock pulsating inside of you, every part of you. I need to feel your teeth as you drag them up and down every throbbing inch of my cock. I need to feel your tongue flick the tip of it, then trailing saliva onto it. I need to feel your lips encircle it, while your throat muscles milk my creamy goodness from it.

I need to have an erotic workout. I need to study every inch of you, every curve. I need to fuck you in so many positions, exploring what makes you tick, what makes you cum. Perhaps driving my cock up your ass will make you ride harder, as I pound you hard, pulling your hair backwards as I hear you scream erotic screams.

I need to feel your pussy muscles suck my cock inside of you, trapping it with your tightness. I need to feel your pussy muscles contract around it, squeezing it, enticing my cum out of my muscular pipe.

I feel it. My blood boiling, my veins burning, my breath shortening, my heart pounding, my muscles tightening, my cock throbbing. My body's raging, wanting you, needing you to extinguish the erotic flame burning inside me, waiting to be sated.

I know you need the same things. You feel that primal urge, that need to fuck and to be fucked. Your pussy is wet just thinking about it. You're twitching your legs, squeezing them as you feel that tingling between your thighs. You're primed and ready for it. You need to ride hard, to be ridden hard. You need to grind into my hips, feeling every inch of me inside you. You need to feel thigh upon thigh, skin upon skin.

You sense it. That time is near. The howling, the grunting, the grinding, lust building, the inferno blazing. The satisfaction one gets from being pleased, from pleasing another. The feeling of temptation accomplished. The barking at the moon, the call of the wild, the erotic yearning of flesh unfulfilled. You're hunting, too. Come hunt me. 

Friday, June 26, 2015


If your parents were anything like mine, you were told sometimes that it's better to be seen and not heard. What you probably weren't taught was that it's better to listen than to speak. The same goes when it comes to being with women.

Women want to be respected. A big part of that is that they also want people to listen to what they have to say. Let them speak.

If you're with a woman, the last thing she wants to deal with is you yapping on and on about your job, your friends, your exes (NEVER talk about your exes....NEVER!!), or your material things; especially your material things. If she wants to hear about all of that, turn around and run out the door.

Let the lady talk about her feelings, what she's been up to, her ideas. Oh and really listen. Don't do one of those zoning out routines, throw in a few "yes" and "uh huh" and think that it's not going to be noticed because it will be.

There is one exception to the rule. Listen but don't become her bitching sponge. Don't be that guy she goes to just to bitch and moan. The second that happens, two things should happen. The first is that you should realize that you're going to get thrown into that "friend" category. That's the category where you're never going to have sex with her because she "doesn't want to hurt the friendship". Then, she'll bitch to you about the guys that she's fucking and you'll REALLY get upset.

The second thing that should happen is that you should put a stop to the bitching....any way you can, short of murder. It's not fair to you and it's not fair to her. 

Tuesday, June 23, 2015

TMI Tuesday

Another TMI from https://tmituesdayblog.wordpress.com.

1. Who would you call for bail money? My business partner.
2. Your life has been threatened unless you do one of the three folllowing things. Which would you do? Why?
a. Do a sanctioned and well-promoted strip tease at a WWE event
b. Have sex with anyone of your choosing in a full of trash garbage dumpster
c. Star in your own Girls Gone Wild video knowing that it will be distributed, for free, in your hometown.
B because why not?
3. What is your most hated chore on your household chore list? Laundry, which is why I now take it to the laundromat and pay them to do it for me.
4. Do you do any chores naked? No. 
5. When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up? Musician. Did you turn out to do that? No. I just incorporated music into my career so I'm still involved.
6. One of your scars, how did you get it? Climbing up a mountain.
7. What is on the wall in your bedroom? Artwork.
8. Do you snore, grind your teeth, or talk in your sleep? I've been told I talk in my sleep; which makes sense because my brain is constantly trying to figure out problems in my dreams.
9. What type of music do you listen to? Pretty much everything at this point in my life. Variety is always the spice of life.
BONUS: Buried or cremated? Cremated Why? Seems better than having someone dig up your body 500 years from now.

Sunday, June 21, 2015

Who Are You Really?

Emotions show
Emotions show (Photo credit: Wikipedia)
Take a good look in the mirror. Be completely honest with yourself. There's no one there. It's just you, your mirror, your emotions, your demons, your truth. Stripped down. Tell me what you see. Who are you, really? What do you stand for? What are your demons, your insecurities, your true fantasies? Deep down, what are your wants and needs?

Now that you've been completely honest with yourself, embrace what you've just figured out. Accept the fact that this is who you are. Don't deny it any longer. Don't be ashamed of it. Society made you hide who you are. Don't let others decide your life any longer.

When I had a good long look in the mirror a long while back, I realized who I was. I'm a pleaser. I love to please women. I'm a freak in bed. I'll do anything to please a woman. I'll get tied up, pegged, spanked, whatever, in order to please her and to be the best fuck that she ever had.

Once I realized this and accepted this about myself, my life became free. I released the shackles that society put upon me. I cast aside all doubt as to who I was and what I wanted out of life before I pass on to the next one.

Some people say that they mature and change. I disagree. Maturing only means conforming to what society want you to be by denying who you truly are and what you truly want out of life, especially women. Society says that you're not supposed to be sexual, that you're not supposed to be able to sleep with whoever you want, that you're not supposed to have sex any way that you want, any position, any devices. Otherwise, you're a slut, a freak, a whore.

I say fuck what society says. If you want to fuck someone, do it. If you want to fuck more than one at the same time, do it. If you want to send naked photos to someone or put them on the internet, do it. This is my blog, my world. There's no judgement here. You are among friends. I'm here to support, to turn on, entice, entertain, inform. Feel free to comment, email, whatever. Be as naughty or as nasty as you want to be. Be who you truly are. 

Friday, June 19, 2015

Wants and Needs

Tonight, I want to have rough sex. I want raw, animalistic, passionate sex. I want to rip your clothes off.  I want to jack you up against a wall and fuck the shit out of you. I want to throw you on the bed and jump on top of you. I want to pound your pussy so hard that you scream. I want to eat your pussy like a starving man unleashed upon a feast; a feast of erotic lust. I want to fuck your throat with my cock; hard and nasty. I want you to gag on my cock. I want you to spit on it, suck it,and lick it famishly. I want your nails to dig into my back…my ass…scratch and draw blood. I want my muscles to clench so tight from my fucking that I hurt for weeks.

I want to fuck your ass…hard. I want to spank your ass…harder. I want you to suck my balls like a Hoover vacuum. I want your hands around my throat. I want my hands around your throat. I want to pull your hair back so hard it gives you whiplash. I want you to breath heavily. I want you to sweat profusely. I want to tear the sheets off the bed. I want to peel the paint off the walls. I want to scream. I want to grunt. I want it to hurt….bad.

For you see, my goal when I’m with you is simple. I want to be the best you’ve ever had. I want to be the one you tell your girlfriends about. I want to ruin you for other men. When you’re with your other man, I want you to compare how he feels inside you to how good my throbbing cock explored every inch of your sweet caverns. He’ll come up short every time. If he ever licks your pussy, I want you to remember how much I enjoyed tasting you; how good you felt as I licked you and made you cum with my tongue, licking and sucking every inch of your sweetness. I want you to remember how much our bodies intertwined; how much we craved each other; two sexually hungry cannibals feasting on each other’s lust.

I want you to dream about how nasty we were; how raw and passionate we were; how much I was pleasing you; how much you were pleasing me. I want your pussy to tingle and get sooo wet that you have no choice but to play with yourself while you remember. I want your pussy to want to become a punching bag for my pounding cock.

I want to bring out sides of you that you never thought you had. I want to bring you to your limit…and then, go way beyond it. I want you to do those things you always wanted to do…you never DARED doing…you never THOUGHT you wanted to do. I want to get inside the deepest, darkest recesses of your mind. I want to find that inner, erotic whore inside of you and drag her out, kicking and screaming, holding her up to your face, saying”This is who you are. This is who you were meant to be. Don’t deny her. Become her”.

I want that painful pleasure. I want to spank you hard. I want your nails to dig so hard into my back that they draw blood. Then, I want you to drag them down my back, leaving marks as you go, then digging them into my ass, branding me as yours. I want you to cum and cum hard, multiple times. That’s where my pleasure comes from: feeling you cum. Feeling your muscles shake and tighten. Watching your muscles flex and contract as orgasmic waves engulf you. Hearing your moans and screams as you’re taken to another level. That’s where my power comes from.

Part of it is my pleasure. Part of it is my ego. Knowing that I made you cum so hard that you collapse makes me feel powerful and fills me with joy, like a job well done. I want to leave you an exhausted, naked, shell of your former self. I want to fuck like two animals in heat; so carnal, so raw and nasty. I want to leave you feeling like you just ran 5 marathons….and that, for some unknown reason, you want to run 5 more.

I want to hear that dirty, nasty talk. I want you to speak in tongues when I’m hitting your spot. Yeah, you know which spot; THAT spot. Yeah, you know you like it. You know you want it. Give in. Don’t deny it. Don’t deny me my pleasure. Don’t deny yourself the pleasure your body’s begging for; what it’s dying for. I want to please you.

Tuesday, June 16, 2015

TMI Tuesday

Here's a TMI from https://tmituesdayblog.wordpress.com.
1. Which of the following best describes your view of sex?
a) Ritual
b) Game
c) Performance
d) Adventure
e) Other
Answer - C and D
2. What is your view of spontaneous vs. planned sex?
a) Spontaneous is always better.
b) Spontaneous sex seems rushed to me. I prefer a little warning to prepare mentally and/or physically.
c) I enjoy the anticipation before planned sex.
d) In my life circumstances, planning is required.
Answer - Both are great.
3. At the beginning of sex, what is your most immediate worry?
a) It will take too long.
b) It will be over too soon.
c) You will be interrupted.
d) You will fail to please your partner.
e) Your partner will fail to please you.
f) Something will cause pain.
g) There is gong to be a discussion/argument about something.
Answer - C
4. At the beginning of sex, what happy result are you looking forward to most?
a) Pure physical pleasure and orgasm.
b) Pure emotional pleasure at being intimate with your partner.
c) Pleasing your partner.
d) A feeling of closeness to your partner afterward.
e) Not being so horny afterward.
Answer - C
5) After sex, how long until you start looking forward to the next time?
My answer - The very next second
Bonus:  Your ideal date would bea. pizza and movieb. hot dog and ball gamec. picnic and bike rided. candlelight dinner
Answer - D

Sunday, June 14, 2015

Another Man's Girl

I admit it. I enjoy have sex with other guys’ girls. I don’t initiate it but when it’s offered, I indulge. There’s some sort of perverse pleasure of knowing that a woman wants you to fuck her because her man isn’t taking care of business.

The first time I knowingly had sex with another man’s girl was with a woman named Dotty. She used to come into the store a lot. She was a short redhead with a really tight body. Sometimes she was with her man; sometimes, she wasn’t. One time, we struck up a conversation about a movie that had opened up. I asked her if she wanted to go. Surprisingly, she said yes.

We went to the movie, then came back to my place. We sat on the couch and started watching tv. Dotty put her head on my shoulder. That’s when I knew it was time to make my move. I lifted her head up and stared into her eyes. My index finger traced a pattern on her lips. I moved in and gave her a long kiss. She didn’t flinch at all. After a few minutes, I stood up, reached down, picked her up, and carried her to my bed.

I laid her down on the bed and started removing her clothes. When I got to her panties, she whispered “we can’t. I have a boyfriend”. Now, in my brain I’m thinking “well, if your boyfriend were that important, you wouldn’t have gone out tonight and you certainly wouldn’t have let me get you undressed this much”.

I could’ve done the right thing, let her get up, and walk away. Instead, I continued taking off her panties, split her legs apart, and started licking and sucking her clit. Funny how she didn’t worry about having a boyfriend at that point. I kept up my attack on her pussy, licking her pussy lips and sticking 2 fingers into her. I wanted to prep her pussy for my cock. She moaned and thrashed while I worked her like a technician. Her juices flowed as she screamed and bucked her way to an orgasm.

I stood up and took off my clothes. Standing by the edge of the bed, I grabbed her legs, pulled her towards me, split her legs, and grabbed her ass. Lifting her hips, I positioned the head of my throbbing cock next to her pussy lips. Pulling her hips towards me, I guided my cock into her and started moving her hips back and forth on it. The blood rushed to her brain as her body was arched backwards.

She was mine to play with. I didn’t care if her boyfriend ever found out. At that moment, all I knew was that this girl was mine and if I did her right, her pussy would always be mine. Even if I never fucked her again, her pussy would be wet at the very thought of me. She’d always compare her lovers to me, no matter what. My ego took over with those thoughts. My mission was clear: to give her the most erotic fuck of her life.

I fucked her in that position for a while. Then, I stopped momentarily and pulled out of her. I flipped her over onto her stomach, split her legs again, pulled her towards me, lifted her up, and pushed my cock back into her. Her blood was still rushing to her head, since I had her sloped downward yet again.

After feeling her pussy muscles tighten as she came, I went into overdrive. I put her stomach first flat onto the bed, then arched her ass up. Putting one knee onto the bed, I split her legs yet again and guided my cock into her. Arching one of her legs to the side, I grabbed her hair and yanked her head backwards. Using that as my brace, I pumped her hard, with everything I had. Her screams became deafening. Her will was gone. Her body was putty in my hands. My cock imposed its will upon her pussy, making her cum time and time again.

We fucked for a few hours. Then, she had to get home to her man. The next day, I went into work to see a note in my work box. It was from Dotty, saying that the evening was fun but that we could never do what we did again. I figured I’d never see her again. I figured wrong.

About a week after my sexual encounter with Dotty, I was taking care of paperwork in the backroom of my store. The store had just closed for the evening and the other employees had gone. Since the mall at that time closed on Sundays at 5PM, I liked staying a couple of hours so that I could do that week’s paperwork and still be home in plenty of time to do whatever. The store was situated so that my back door lead right to the outside and to the parking lot.

Suddenly, I heard a knock on the door. Nobody ever knocks on that door. “Who is it?” I said. “It’s Dotty. Can I come in?” she said. I opened the door and let her in. “What’s going on?” I asked, thinking about her note that said that we couldn’t be in the same area together. Yet, here she was knocking on my door.

"How did you know I was still here?" I asked. "Oh, I saw your car in the parking lot, walked past the store and saw the lights still on, so I came around the back and took a chance that you were here still" she responded oh so shyly. Made sense to me. "I couldn’t stay away. I mean, the way you made me feel…" she continued. As she spoke, she moved towards me, leaned in and started caressing my chest. "Really?" I said, beginning to rub against her. "How did I make you feel?". "You made me feel so naughty and so good. I couldn’t stop thinking of how good you fucked me. Nobody’s ever fucked me like that before."

I didn’t waste any time. Paperwork could wait. I loved fucking Dotty. She was my first redhead and lived up to everything I heard about how great redheads were in bed. I wasn’t about to pass up a second opportunity. I leaned down, held her, and kissed her. I grabbed her shirt and drew it over her head. Passionately, the rest of our clothes came off.

I lifted Dotty up by her ass and threw her against the back door. I reached down to her pussy. She was soaking wet, ready for me to take her. I thrusted my cock into her already wet pussy, wrapped her legs around my waist, and pumped her like a jackhammer. She felt so good around my cock, like a well fitted glove. She clawed at my back and started moving her hips wildly in time with mine; fucking me with a thirst that needed quenching. After a little while, she dug her nails into my back and held me close. Her legs shook like she was in the middle of an earthquake as her orgasm washed over her for the first time.

By that point in the evening, we had the entire mall to ourselves. I knew from talking to the mall guards regularly that they always left early on Sundays. Also, since nobody was open late Sunday nights, there were no video cameras on inside during the evenings. They only covered the parking lot. That gave me ideas; too many ideas. They say luck is preparation meeting opportunity. I always wanted to fuck in certain places in the mall. Luck was about to play it’s part.

First, I grabbed Dotty and put her on my store counter top, climbed on top of her, and fucked her hard missionary style, until she came again. Then, I opened the storefront gate. We walked a few storefronts down to the food court area. It had a water fountain area with benches that I always wanted to do a woman on top of.

I put Dotty on all fours and leaned her over the bench. Getting behind her, I spread her ass cheeks and worked my cock into her asshole. Her body seized up and she let out a loud scream, then slowly backed her hips towards me. I grabbed her hair, threw her head back, and started pounding her. Thrust after thrust, right there in the middle of the mall. It was amazing. My body never felt so alive. I kept slamming her until she came. Then, I came inside her ass, thrusting each time, pumping more cum inside of her.

We fucked in a few more places in the mall. We decided to meet every Sunday at that time and continue the affair. I fucked her for about a year after that. No strings were ever attached. It was just sex but we had the wildest, most inventive sex imaginable. She was the woman who first brought out the kink and the adventure in me.

Friday, June 12, 2015

Confidence and Cockiness

When I was much younger, I played soccer (futbol, to the rest of the world). I was pretty decent although I was never going to make the national team or play professionally. One time during my junior high school days, I scored a goal and like most young bucks, I got out of control with my celebration. Not only did I celebrate with my teammates but I took it further and taunted the opposing team.

When I got onto the sidelines during halftime, my coach (who I respected a lot) took me to the side and said "son, do you know the difference between confidence and cockiness?" I thought about it for a second. I thought about my sports idols at the time. They used to taunt their opponents, carrying on, talking trash. They seemed pretty confident.

After giving it some more thought, I told my coach that my idols were confident so no, I didn't know the difference. He leaned down over me, looked me right in the eye, then said "the difference is that when you're confident, you let yourself know and when you're cocky, you let the world know. Always be confident. NEVER be cocky." Then he marched me over to the other team and made me apologize for my rude behavior.

Cut to present day. I was watching a documentary about the special forces. This one former spec ops guy said that he knows when another spec ops guy walks in the room because there's a confidence to his walk. Those guys aren't supposed to advertise who they are but this guy knows because of the way spec ops people handle themselves.

Confidence is interior. Cockiness is exterior. Kids today would call cockiness swagger but they have it all wrong. Swagger to me is when you're confident in your skills; no matter what they are. Just don't crow about it.

When I write on this blog, it's from confidence. I sometimes wonder if I gave a page to each woman who I've slept with, what would they say? Though I try to be their best, I may be quite the opposite to them so there's some humility to what I write. I'm never cocky and I'm always trying to get better; always learning new tricks. I'm never cocky, though. Don't ever be cocky; only confident.

Wednesday, June 10, 2015

Take Time to Make Time

This is an offshoot of my rule about taking people for granted. If people are important to you, then take the time to let them know. Don't assume that someone knows how you feel. A lot of people never work on their relationships. They always use the excuse that they're too busy or that the time slipped away. "Why didn't you call or email?" "Sorry, I was busy doing something". Uh huh. You weren't too busy to not make time looking at Facebook, were you? You had plenty of time to look at your Twitter feed for a half hour. Yet, you didn't have time to let someone know that you cared.

Sad, really, what people prioritize in their lives. If you had time to waste on stupid things like being online, then you had time to make the time to send a quick text or email or phone call. Sometimes, that's all someone needs. If you don't do that, then someone like me is going to be inside your woman, filling her needs. Just sayin'.

Sunday, June 7, 2015

Spring Clean All Year Long

People come and go throughout your life. If someone stays in your life, then great. If the person doesn't, then move on.

Don't get hung up on why the person left. Perhaps the person took you for granted. Perhaps the person figured that he or she could just use you for whatever the person needed for however long it was, then come back when the person needed whatever from you again.

You know the type of person that I'm talking about. It's the person who you call, text, or email. The person will make a slight effort to contact you for a little while. Then the person will stop and you wonder if the person's ok. Suddenly, the person comes back with some story about being busy with this, that, or whatever.

At that point, in my world, that person's gone from my life. I have the 3 strikes rule. If I contact someone 3 times and that person doesn't respond, I figure I wasn't that important to him or her and that person is gone.

I bring this up because I did some spring cleaning today. Every month or so, I sit down, figure out what's working and not working, and go about making changes. It might be changing the apartment, cleaning out my email accounts, or maybe some computer cleaning or cleaning out my contacts file. Today, it was my contacts file. Out with the old and in with the new. It's my spring cleaning. Life's too short to waste time on people who consider you an option and not a priority. Do some spring cleaning of your own sometime soon. I bet you'll be better off for it.

Friday, June 5, 2015

Competition is Key

I've been thinking a lot lately about why I do what I do. One reason, I think, is because I love to compete with myself. Ever since I was a kid, I've always tried to outdo myself. I competed with myself  to see how quickly I could get to school, eat, etc. That hasn't changed much as an adult. I see if I can get to the subway quicker, how quickly I can get through a line, etc.

The same goes with sex. I compete with myself to see how many times I can cum. I compete to see how long I can hold off before I let myself cum. I compete to see how many times I can make her cum. I compete to see how quickly I can make her cum. I compete to see how long I can make her hold off before cumming. I compete to see how many positions I can fuck her in. I compete to see how kinky she is. I compete to be the best she's ever had. Competition is key with me.

Wednesday, June 3, 2015

Drink Your Pineapple Juice

Jenna Jameson at the Adult Entertainment Expo ...
Jenna Jameson at the Adult Entertainment Expo 2007, with short blonde hair (Photo credit: Wikipedia)
A while back, Jenna Jameson wrote a book called How to Make Love Like a Pornstar. I'm not a big Jenna fan. There's too much fakeness going on there. Too much fake breasts, lips, surgery everywhere. However, there's one thing about her book that I've sworn by ever since the day I read it.

Jenna spoke about how certain foods make your cum taste good and certain foods that make it taste really bad. For the fellas out there, if your girl's not swallowing, you may want to pay attention. Jenna said that the best thing to either eat or drink is pineapple or a can of pineapple juice. She said that the acid in the pineapple interacts and makes it taste better. Ever since that day, when I know I'm going to have sex, I watch what I eat or drink beforehand and I have a can of pineapple juice. It seems to work from what my ladies tell me. Fellas, you may want to try it.